So, starting off on the backlog of things I want to write about: Did you know that the brilliant and enchanting ProfessorChaos (Domme, Scientist, and one half of the authorship of Labcoats and Lingerie) has made her home in Seattle? I even got to meet her! (Pretty cool, am I…
Flash Forward
I want to get an actual post about interesting things (instead of feelings) up, I’ve got topical things I want to right on, but life just keeps on coming. I have written a bunch of personal posts lately, because obviously big things have been happening. (I’m doing really well by…
Post break-up breakdown
I don’t really want to talk about it. More accurately, I would probably be fine talking about it, but sitting down and writing about it sucks. I feel like my guts got kicked out, and instead of stuffing them back inside me and trying to hold it together until it…
The Last Straw
Obviously things haven’t been perfect for sometime now. My Failure to get into school this quarter however sealed the matter. Tavi broke up with me tonight. I could feel it coming today. Our date was cut down to dinner, was cut down to drinks at the pub where we had…
Failure
I think I’ve posted around here somewhere that Tavi tasked me with going back to school. Indeed the fall quarter starts on Monday and I am supposed to be attending. However I failed to have all my paperwork and tuition together in time for this quarter. I had a good…
I miss her
I miss Tavi. This is not unusual for me, indeed it seems I spend more time pining for her than with her. Sunday she went to a wedding, so I didn’t get to see her. Friday we had a date planned, but she got food poisoning. And the Sunday prior……
Anxiety
I’m not entirely certain why, but my anxiety has been pretty unbearable lately. I’ve been on a new medication, which could be throwing me for a loop, or it could be my horrible job, or more likely a combination of the two. Anxiety is something I’ve had for a long…
Happy Birthday Ma’am!
It’s Tavi’s birthday today! In honor of this momentous occasion I just want to send a quick birthday message to her here. Happy birthday Ma’am! I’ve been so blessed to have been part of your life this past year. I hope the coming year brings you joy and happiness, and…
Meeting Dita
About three weeks ago I took advantage of Tantus’ closeout sale and bought myself the Tantus Hank. This is the second time I’ve gotten a great deal from Tantus, and I definitely recommend keeping an eye on their sales if you’re an impoverished pervert like myself, but still want high…
Bitter Tears
I do try and portray the reality of my experiences without cherry picking or sugar-coating too much. I think it’s important for there to be portrayals of BDSM (especially F/m) that highlights the fact that it is a relationship, in the real world, between two imperfect individuals. It can be…