Advice and Reassurances for Depressed Kinkters from Same When I was a real blogger, posting more than .4 times per annum, I didn’t have very much of an issue with hate-mail. Maybe a few terse comments and some disagreements in discussion, but I don’t recall getting messages that were just…
To be a man
When I was younger, I was smart and mature for my age, (at least that is what I was told). I’m twenty-five now and I should feel like a grown-up, I should be able to handle adulthood and all of it’s attendant responsibilities. And, the truth is that I can’t…
Stu-stu-studio
Readers who don’t venture onto twitter, may be really worried for me under the impression that I’m still homeless. (I’m not, by the way.) I spent a few weeks couch surfing before the building I wanted to live in finally got back to me. Once that happened, the paperwork went…
Van, Down by the river.
So, I haven’t posted in two weeks because I’ve been scrambling/stressing about finding a place to live with all my spare time. I’ve got to be out of my apartment on Thursday, and as of this moment, I don’t have a residence to move into. (You can see why I…
Flash Forward
I want to get an actual post about interesting things (instead of feelings) up, I’ve got topical things I want to right on, but life just keeps on coming. I have written a bunch of personal posts lately, because obviously big things have been happening. (I’m doing really well by…
Failure
I think I’ve posted around here somewhere that Tavi tasked me with going back to school. Indeed the fall quarter starts on Monday and I am supposed to be attending. However I failed to have all my paperwork and tuition together in time for this quarter. I had a good…
I miss her
I miss Tavi. This is not unusual for me, indeed it seems I spend more time pining for her than with her. Sunday she went to a wedding, so I didn’t get to see her. Friday we had a date planned, but she got food poisoning. And the Sunday prior……
Anxiety
I’m not entirely certain why, but my anxiety has been pretty unbearable lately. I’ve been on a new medication, which could be throwing me for a loop, or it could be my horrible job, or more likely a combination of the two. Anxiety is something I’ve had for a long…