I was awfully optimistic when we went into lockdown that I’d be pumping out all the writing I’d wanted to do but had been too busy for. Since we’re now halfway into Locktober, here’s a chastity round-robin I started back in freakin May. I shared these questions and their responses…
Cha-cha-changes pt 3: Losing my religion
When I started blogging, it was a way for me to explore my identity. Specifically, my religion and upbringing as a Christian and how it conflicted with my newfound identity as a kinky (eventually bisexual) submissive man. And now… And now, I’m not a Christian. That’s hard to write. It’s…
Good Boyfriends Eat Ass
I’m not quite sure where I first heard that eating ass was a “thing,” or when I first wanted to do it. I’ve always been orally fixated. Early on in my development of the concept of sex, I latched onto the idea that being proficient at oral sex was key…
Ride’em Cowboy
A few weeks ago Chaos tried to fist me again. It was marvelous; she’s getting pretty close to being able to fit her whole hand inside me, I told her that I had stretched myself out with Dita (my biggest and most realistic dildo) ahead of time. When she told…
How do I beg?
I’ve learned a lot from porn over the years. I mean that. If you can look past the commodity that mainstream porn is trying to sell you, there is a lot of information about sex and eroticism to be gleaned. There is even more if you look at the work…
Bad Blogger, No Cookie!
Fuck, I’m a bad blogger. I’ve had a whole lot going on in the last month (as you might expect since my last post was about my decision to lose my virginity.) I’ve done some relativity major life changes in this time and just not had the energy to tell…
Losing the Sex Box
I’ve strayed quite a ways from the path I thought I would be walking at the beginning of my twenties. I suppose none of us remain who we think we are for long. Life is a journey that changes us in increments. I’m not dismayed by the change, indeed; I…
Goodbye Kiss
Chaos has gone home for the holidays. *Sigh* We spent most of the weekend together, but on Tuesday we both had much to do. By the time I got to her apartment we had only a little time before it was time to head to the airport. I did get to give…
Tasting her
In the dim light of her room I light the candles and get undressed as instructed. When she’s ready she comes in, already naked, and tells me to assume the position. I grab the pillow that I will use to muffle my cries and bend over at the end of…
In which I almost pass out.
So, how do I start this? Firstly, touch is my primary love language. It’s one of the main ways I express affection. I usually avoid touching people I don’t like or know, and I’m very touchy feel-y with people I do like. With people I love, Tavi for example, I…