I mentioned early on that upon coming to the realization that this was what I wanted, what I needed, then it was all I could think about. I didn’t really go into what that looked or felt like. The thing about sub-frenzy, at least with me, is it dies down…
Can’t hardly wait
I’m not sure if it comes across in the tone of my writing or not, but when I mention my disinclination to enter the scene, or my trepidation about jumping into the lifestyle, or even just explaining my desires to a future girlfriend, I’m trying to convince myself as much as anyone else. It first…