Submissive in Seattle

life

To be a man

When I was younger, I was smart and mature for my age, (at least that is what I was told). I’m twenty-five now and I should feel like a grown-up, I should be able to handle adulthood and all of it’s attendant responsibilities. And, the truth is that I can’t…

A brand new year

Holy shit! It has been a new year for over two weeks now, and I haven’t posted anything. I really should have because, besides the fact that I’ve been busy, this year has started off better than any other that I can remember. After being gone for the holidays, Chaos…

Stu-stu-studio

Readers who don’t venture onto twitter, may be really worried for me under the impression that I’m still homeless. (I’m not, by the way.) I spent a few weeks couch surfing before the building I wanted to live in finally got back to me. Once that happened, the paperwork went…

Van, Down by the river.

So, I haven’t posted in two weeks because I’ve been scrambling/stressing about finding a place to live with all my spare time. I’ve got to be out of my apartment on Thursday, and as of this moment, I don’t have a residence to move into. (You can see why I…

Flash Forward

I want to get an actual post about interesting things (instead of feelings) up, I’ve got topical things I want to right on, but life just keeps on coming.  I have written a bunch of personal posts lately, because obviously big things have been happening. (I’m doing really well by…

Failure

I think I’ve posted around here somewhere that Tavi tasked me with going back to school. Indeed the fall quarter starts on Monday and I am supposed to be attending. However I failed to have all my paperwork and tuition together in time for this quarter. I had a good…

I miss her

I miss Tavi. This is not unusual for me, indeed it seems I spend more time pining for her than with her. Sunday she went to a wedding, so I didn’t get to see her. Friday we had a date planned, but she got food poisoning. And the Sunday prior……

Anxiety

I’m not entirely certain why, but my anxiety has been pretty unbearable lately. I’ve been on a new medication, which could be throwing me for a loop, or it could be my horrible job, or more likely a combination of the two. Anxiety is something I’ve had for a long…

Catharsis

It’s been a rough couple of weeks for me. Work has been a stressful and my schedule has left me weary and on edge. I’m probably also dealing with a bit more depression related angst  in the background than usual. To cap it off, on Thursday I had the second…

What I’ve been up to

I haven’t posted in over a week, which may be causing some of you to worry that I’ve died.  Don’t worry, that is not the case. I’ve just been busy and tired, and short on interesting topics that can be easily written about. Lucky for me, a recap of what I’ve been…

Follow

Get every new post delivered to your Inbox

Join other followers

%d bloggers like this: