Submissive in Seattle

Another Year

I’m tired of writing about my mental illness. I’m tired of finally having the urge and energy to create something, only to find it has been so long since I’ve updated my blog that (due to it’s autobiographical nature) I feel obligated  to do a recap what I’ve just partially…

Proper care for your boytoy

I’m not doing well. The process of tapering off of Effexor is draining all of my energy, and at the same time my anxiety and depression are riding high. What really bothers me about being so broken is that my lack of emotional energy, my low threshold for any type…

What’s going on

I want to write. I really do, despite how infrequently I have been updating. There are things I want to write. And I’m going to. But I feel like I need to do a quick update on what is going on with me first. A little over two months ago,…

Wreck

I’m falling apart at the seams here. My anxiety is running wild and my emotions are overwhelming my ability to stay calm and collected.   If you’ve been reading for a while you know that I have a hang-up about crying. For a long time I wouldn’t let myself cry…

Hopeless Romantic

I am a hopeless romantic, always have been. It’s funny that I should be one considering how frequently I have been deeply pessimistic about life, the universe, and everything. Still, I have always steadfastly refused to believe anything but the best about love.     The concept of love that…

To be a man

When I was younger, I was smart and mature for my age, (at least that is what I was told). I’m twenty-five now and I should feel like a grown-up, I should be able to handle adulthood and all of it’s attendant responsibilities. And, the truth is that I can’t…

“Butt stuff” for Boys (and beginners)

I have an amazing girlfriend, who sometimes fucks me in the ass. The act is not only pleasurable in itself, but also a deeply erotic fulfillment of long-held fantasies. I’m not quite sure exactly when I began to experiment with “Butt Stuff,” but it was at some point in my…

Back from the Brink

I’m so grateful to my readers who donated to  to my Go Fund Me, or even just spread the word that I needed some cash to keep Submissive in Seattle going. I wouldn’t be able to do this on my own.   I’m unemployed at the moment. I had been…

The End of The World

In a Costanza-esque cock-up I’ve managed to bungle my Fafsa for the summer. Instead of attending summer classes I’ve been job hunting and stressing about bills. It[‘s my own damn fault of course, so I feel bad for complaining that everything is falling apart. The big news for you few…

Luckiest Boy in The World

I really am the luckiest boy in the world. I’m almost tempted to leave it at that, because I cannot possibly come up with the words to describe how wonderful and amazing Chaos is. I’m such a sappy cheese-bucket when I think about her that this whole post will probably…

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